现在是凌晨两点零九分
刚刚跟他通过两个小时的电话
他告诉了我很多他的感触
把我设在他心中第一
可说是我不懂得珍惜
什么都不懂得
跟他分开之后
害得他没有目标去
别误解
他都是因为把我放在第一
如今我走了
他就像一无所有了
不过我不希望他一辈子都这样
新的一年来了
希望他能破很多记录
总之就希望他能让自己好好的享受生活乐趣
聊着聊着
他聊起了社会问题
如今的社会是充满案件的发生
尤其是女生之类的案件
他一直在劝我出门要小心
让我毫不犹豫地感觉到
他的呵护总是最贴心
最有安全感的
然而
因为很多的问题很多事情发生了
他并不能完全保护我了
只有一直劝我
出门事事要小心
聊着聊着
我的眼泪不禁流了出来
不知为什么
但他就想尽办法一直安慰我
哎，还真可惜我不能放肆的哭
明天还得去学校见朋友
不然朋友们会被我吓坏了
他说他会一直守在我身边
他说他可以当我的司机
他说他可以一直陪伴着我
我说，
他是我永远的守护天使！
我真的希望我们还有缘
重点是家人一定要知道这段缘份。
叽里咕噜的都不知道我再说什么了
晚安吧大家！
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
决定之后，总会有道理处处提醒我要珍惜爱我的人。
对某些人来说...有什么最重要??对我来说能把握住和家人某人相处的时间都很重要... 只是每个人的方式性格与想法都不同．． 英俊漂亮外表？某人的有钱？富裕的背景？ 都比不过有家人某人真正的关心..靠用自己的双手努力赚回来的金钱与完成的作品而得来的满足感与快乐？ 要适当的关爱身边的人..别一直闷不出声多说出心里的话...别到家人朋友与某人都因误会离开了..只有满满的金钱与一堆假惺惺的猪朋狗友围绕在你身边的时...才来觉醒与后悔因已经太迟了... 你说有没有永远的爱？ 我想如果没有两人互相的礼让努力和谅解与耐心的等待...也就没有永远的爱情...
Relationship
Credits to Peng Cheng Facebook Notes.
Meaningful I can say ? Or maybe I'm in the situation. Or perhaps,you ?
9 years jumping in and out of relationships, regardless whether it is a puppy love thing or a serious one. Nothing lasted long. Well, the longest so far is about 2 years which included violence and a lot of mockery. And oh boy, that wasn't the best experience I ever had in a relationship. Ever. Yet, the shortest lasted a week (obviously a puppy love relationship). So what exactly is love? Pain perhaps? Or a game that people play to just keep themselves entertained as the day goes by? How about getting the most beautiful girl or the most hunkiest guy, just to impress their friends? Sounds familiar? I've been with a guy who actually dumped me for a girl of another race and came back to me again when she left him. Honestly, to me, being in a relationship is like gambling for wealth. It's your luck to find your true love and your lost if they left you. How to maintain it? Keep gambling. There's no guarantee about hitting that pot of gold 'til it just comes. It's just plain luck.
Here I am, far away from home and civilization. Sitting on a mattress with my laptop on my notebook table. Thank God I found my glasses before I left the house or I won't be even sitting in front of the laptop at 2 in the morning, bitching this out. Have been thinking a lot on how to keep my guy by my side 'til I grow old. I realized how saying it is much more simpler than doing it. In reality, nothing is perfect and that implies in the things that we want in life too.
Love. Such an easy word to say yet the most difficult thing to do. To me, love is the most purest thing that could ever happen in a person's life yet the most horrendous thing in life when it comes to an end. Apart from the breakups, death is usually the case that separates a loving couple. Many failures in relationship of course, has crushed me badly. Am still recovering from a disturbing memory from my past. Not that I'm still in love with my ex, but the pain and heartbreaks stays. Not only from my previous relationship but even the ones before it. Call me dumb, call me stupid or any names in the book. Yes, I am naive. And probably a little too easy to get. But honestly, I do not see the point of throwing up a big issue when a guy is courting me. Is self-value an issue when it comes to courtship? Honestly, I just think it's just plain pride and egoism if you ask me.
Well, some claimed that girls like to play 'hard-to-get' in order for the guys to appreciate them once they agree in the courtship. On the other hand, some say it's just pure fun seeing the guys go mad over them. Yeah, it is nice to see what guys would actually do for you when they're after you. But the whole intention is to GET YOU not to LOVE YOU yet. So what if he impresses you during courtship? How sure are you that he'd do it still, let's say, 6 months down the road being with you? I don't think so. Let's just not point the guys at fault. Girls are at fault too, honestly.
Now, I'm not trying to sound like a sour puss or anything. Just being realistic. No offense, but how many has been in a relationship had actually experienced this? I bet plenty has been through this whereby both parties as in the guy and the girl would take the relationship really seriously. Being lovey dovey and all. Attitude towards one another is superb and all, like so outta this world. Initially, arguments were less then until a couple of months later, where things starts heating up. And when I mean heating up, I don't mean sex. I meant arguments. Funny and hurtful names are shot towards one another. Things flying up in the air, aimed at all possible angle. Probably hands flung around and a chance of hurting the other party too. I bet most has been through this situation. But even after all this that had happened, some still stay together as a couple and move on with life yet still so loving. Others? Breakups, divorces and heartaches are the only thing would be possible.
Getting into a relationship is always a good thing that could possibly happen. As how I see it, being in a relationship has its ups and downs. The ups? Happy moments of course. And the downs, are the negativity from one another thrown and hurting one another. As I've said, initially a couple would treat their partner outrageously good and the attention given to one another is outstandingly marvellous. But it's just a phase if you ask me. Like a routine, where everyone would do so from the start but then probably the arguments and all killed the passion to love one another. Now that my friend, is the starting point of HATE.
As things gets deeper, both parties would expect one another to improve to be better but to the extend, they want IT to change THEIR WAY. I was once told, one too many of a time, that I shouldn't put too much effort in a relationship. I hear them say but never listen to anyone's advice except my own. Which is probably is the most stupidest mistake ever. If you take a minute and ask yourself, would you listen to others and hurt your loved one? Or listen to your heart to always keep your loved one happy?
Meaningful I can say ? Or maybe I'm in the situation. Or perhaps,you ?
9 years jumping in and out of relationships, regardless whether it is a puppy love thing or a serious one. Nothing lasted long. Well, the longest so far is about 2 years which included violence and a lot of mockery. And oh boy, that wasn't the best experience I ever had in a relationship. Ever. Yet, the shortest lasted a week (obviously a puppy love relationship). So what exactly is love? Pain perhaps? Or a game that people play to just keep themselves entertained as the day goes by? How about getting the most beautiful girl or the most hunkiest guy, just to impress their friends? Sounds familiar? I've been with a guy who actually dumped me for a girl of another race and came back to me again when she left him. Honestly, to me, being in a relationship is like gambling for wealth. It's your luck to find your true love and your lost if they left you. How to maintain it? Keep gambling. There's no guarantee about hitting that pot of gold 'til it just comes. It's just plain luck.
Here I am, far away from home and civilization. Sitting on a mattress with my laptop on my notebook table. Thank God I found my glasses before I left the house or I won't be even sitting in front of the laptop at 2 in the morning, bitching this out. Have been thinking a lot on how to keep my guy by my side 'til I grow old. I realized how saying it is much more simpler than doing it. In reality, nothing is perfect and that implies in the things that we want in life too.
Love. Such an easy word to say yet the most difficult thing to do. To me, love is the most purest thing that could ever happen in a person's life yet the most horrendous thing in life when it comes to an end. Apart from the breakups, death is usually the case that separates a loving couple. Many failures in relationship of course, has crushed me badly. Am still recovering from a disturbing memory from my past. Not that I'm still in love with my ex, but the pain and heartbreaks stays. Not only from my previous relationship but even the ones before it. Call me dumb, call me stupid or any names in the book. Yes, I am naive. And probably a little too easy to get. But honestly, I do not see the point of throwing up a big issue when a guy is courting me. Is self-value an issue when it comes to courtship? Honestly, I just think it's just plain pride and egoism if you ask me.
Well, some claimed that girls like to play 'hard-to-get' in order for the guys to appreciate them once they agree in the courtship. On the other hand, some say it's just pure fun seeing the guys go mad over them. Yeah, it is nice to see what guys would actually do for you when they're after you. But the whole intention is to GET YOU not to LOVE YOU yet. So what if he impresses you during courtship? How sure are you that he'd do it still, let's say, 6 months down the road being with you? I don't think so. Let's just not point the guys at fault. Girls are at fault too, honestly.
Now, I'm not trying to sound like a sour puss or anything. Just being realistic. No offense, but how many has been in a relationship had actually experienced this? I bet plenty has been through this whereby both parties as in the guy and the girl would take the relationship really seriously. Being lovey dovey and all. Attitude towards one another is superb and all, like so outta this world. Initially, arguments were less then until a couple of months later, where things starts heating up. And when I mean heating up, I don't mean sex. I meant arguments. Funny and hurtful names are shot towards one another. Things flying up in the air, aimed at all possible angle. Probably hands flung around and a chance of hurting the other party too. I bet most has been through this situation. But even after all this that had happened, some still stay together as a couple and move on with life yet still so loving. Others? Breakups, divorces and heartaches are the only thing would be possible.
Getting into a relationship is always a good thing that could possibly happen. As how I see it, being in a relationship has its ups and downs. The ups? Happy moments of course. And the downs, are the negativity from one another thrown and hurting one another. As I've said, initially a couple would treat their partner outrageously good and the attention given to one another is outstandingly marvellous. But it's just a phase if you ask me. Like a routine, where everyone would do so from the start but then probably the arguments and all killed the passion to love one another. Now that my friend, is the starting point of HATE.
As things gets deeper, both parties would expect one another to improve to be better but to the extend, they want IT to change THEIR WAY. I was once told, one too many of a time, that I shouldn't put too much effort in a relationship. I hear them say but never listen to anyone's advice except my own. Which is probably is the most stupidest mistake ever. If you take a minute and ask yourself, would you listen to others and hurt your loved one? Or listen to your heart to always keep your loved one happy?
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Currently...
...I'm worrying about Web Page Design Lab Test...
...I'm worrying about Press Conference in coming Thursday...
...thinking of going to Singapore
...thinking of going to Genting Highlands
...misses my pet brother so much...
Wooi Han,Foo,Daryl...
One is doing assignment, one is in Russia, and one is in USJ6...
...feel like releasing some stress onto them...
I'm so evil. HAHAHA.
...crazy spamming with people updated status...
...I feel like crying...
...I'm worrying about Press Conference in coming Thursday...
...thinking of going to Singapore
...thinking of going to Genting Highlands
...misses my pet brother so much...
Wooi Han,Foo,Daryl...
One is doing assignment, one is in Russia, and one is in USJ6...
...feel like releasing some stress onto them...
I'm so evil. HAHAHA.
...crazy spamming with people updated status...
...I feel like crying...
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Not bad...
每一个女孩的身边都有一个不是男朋友的男朋友
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，
还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，
你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，
对方已不再等待
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，
而迟迟无法跨出界线。
不过即使你们没在一起，
你们还是保持了朋友的关系。
但是你们心底清楚，
对这个人，你比朋友还多了一份关心。
即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛街，
你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。
他有喜欢的人，你口头上会帮他追，
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困难时，
你会尽你所能的帮他，
不会计较谁又欠了谁。
男女朋友吃醋了，
你会安抚他们说你和他只是朋友，
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，
心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。
一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，
但久了，突然发现这样最好。
你宁愿这样关心他，
总好过你们在一起而有天会分手。
你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。
特别是这样，
你还是知道，
他永远会关心你的。
做不成男女朋友，
当他那个特别的朋友，
有什么不好呢？
你心中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？
Thursday, October 29, 2009
话说
他们分手了很多次
都是因为她
她是分手到上瘾了吗?
她一直在怀疑自己。
常把自己的幸福抛到远远的
傻了吗？
她脑里却一直想说，
为什么她的幸福总不能公开？
因为家人吧。。。
或许她需要一位心里医生来替她解决。。
待续〉〉〉
都是因为她
她是分手到上瘾了吗?
她一直在怀疑自己。
常把自己的幸福抛到远远的
傻了吗？
她脑里却一直想说，
为什么她的幸福总不能公开？
因为家人吧。。。
或许她需要一位心里医生来替她解决。。
待续〉〉〉
Friday, October 23, 2009
Sem 2 Week 1
What a BLAST !!!
What term should I use ?
Yeah of course,
FINALLY a week has already passed.
Before this Sem, kept on look for USJ friends,
copy their timetable down & most importantly TRANSPORT !
Forgive me, I cannot drive yet.
I hate studying Undang !!!
OK, back to topic.
Sem 2 included 6 subjects which are
Writing for Business,
Introduction to Sociology,
Fundamentals of Marketing,
Management Studies,
Web Page Design
and
Writing for Mass Communication.
Ok, so basically all the subjects mostly are THEORY which equals to SEJARAH. >.<
What I like is Web Page Design, for temporary,
cause I'm afraid if I hate it in future. HAH.
Cause our lecturer is HER !!!
Haihz, everything refer to Textbook huh.
What do you expect ?
3 months to read whole textbook, that's genius/ maybe a bookworm stuff...
Well, the two M which I call is Marketing and Management,
always get confused.
Whereas the Business is mostly about English.
Sociology, lecturer I will be looking for you to translate to me,
couldn't understand...is like all the facts.
The last one would be Mass Comm which is quite interesting I guess,
we will have a "Press Conference" for presentation.
Other than the 6 subjects,
also have to busy with Traveller's Den stuff,
to recruit member, to promote the trip.
Went to two department in 1 week time, DEF which is Estate & Facilities
and
also DSA which is Student Affairs.
Busy Busy Busy...
Finally go out with dear today,
hehe. =)
also to inform you, I'm sick :P
but not that serious.
Hah !
I hope I will get well soon !
Update another day ! ;)
What term should I use ?
Yeah of course,
FINALLY a week has already passed.
Before this Sem, kept on look for USJ friends,
copy their timetable down & most importantly TRANSPORT !
Forgive me, I cannot drive yet.
I hate studying Undang !!!
OK, back to topic.
Sem 2 included 6 subjects which are
Writing for Business,
Introduction to Sociology,
Fundamentals of Marketing,
Management Studies,
Web Page Design
and
Writing for Mass Communication.
Ok, so basically all the subjects mostly are THEORY which equals to SEJARAH. >.<
What I like is Web Page Design, for temporary,
cause I'm afraid if I hate it in future. HAH.
Cause our lecturer is HER !!!
Haihz, everything refer to Textbook huh.
What do you expect ?
3 months to read whole textbook, that's genius/ maybe a bookworm stuff...
Well, the two M which I call is Marketing and Management,
always get confused.
Whereas the Business is mostly about English.
Sociology, lecturer I will be looking for you to translate to me,
couldn't understand...is like all the facts.
The last one would be Mass Comm which is quite interesting I guess,
we will have a "Press Conference" for presentation.
Other than the 6 subjects,
also have to busy with Traveller's Den stuff,
to recruit member, to promote the trip.
Went to two department in 1 week time, DEF which is Estate & Facilities
and
also DSA which is Student Affairs.
Busy Busy Busy...
Finally go out with dear today,
hehe. =)
also to inform you, I'm sick :P
but not that serious.
Hah !
I hope I will get well soon !
Update another day ! ;)
Sunday, October 18, 2009
=)
- Sem 2 starting tomorrow, I will have few drivers...
- I should have go to work @ cousin's shop past few weeks...
- Dad is back from Nigeria ! ;)
- Sick...gonna sleep soon.
Night !
- I should have go to work @ cousin's shop past few weeks...
- Dad is back from Nigeria ! ;)
- Sick...gonna sleep soon.
Night !
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Friday, October 9, 2009
这个放假嘛。。
过得好没有意思叻。。。
已经五天紧紧关在家，没出门哦
不过，当然会拿些东西来打发时间啦。。。
除了连戏剧还是连戏剧，
当然还有大家爱追的台湾偶像剧咯。。。
分别追了这四套，
三套在电脑，一套在电视机。。。
其实还得读Undang的，不过好懒。
你知道吗，我看到那些马来字就感觉好不好玩哦！
但还是要考啦，不然整天待在家。。。
哈哈
今天Update也只不过想提这两件事，
所以，
第二件事是关于成绩啦，
成绩出啦，
算刚刚好咯！
真是Thank God了，
惟有下个Sem要更加努力了！
嗯，
告别不算第三件事吧。
明天就到丛林去当义工了，
星期六才回来。
就这样咯！
嗒嗒！
抱歉噢，
还有一件事就是。。。
疼我的师兄，
安息吧。
受了病魔的苦，
不过终于都脱离了。
人生无常啊，
我会想念你的！
阿弥陀佛！
过得好没有意思叻。。。
已经五天紧紧关在家，没出门哦
不过，当然会拿些东西来打发时间啦。。。
除了连戏剧还是连戏剧，
当然还有大家爱追的台湾偶像剧咯。。。
分别追了这四套，
三套在电脑，一套在电视机。。。
其实还得读Undang的，不过好懒。
你知道吗，我看到那些马来字就感觉好不好玩哦！
但还是要考啦，不然整天待在家。。。
哈哈
今天Update也只不过想提这两件事，
所以，
第二件事是关于成绩啦，
成绩出啦，
算刚刚好咯！
真是Thank God了，
惟有下个Sem要更加努力了！
嗯，
告别不算第三件事吧。
明天就到丛林去当义工了，
星期六才回来。
就这样咯！
嗒嗒！
抱歉噢，
还有一件事就是。。。
疼我的师兄，
安息吧。
受了病魔的苦，
不过终于都脱离了。
人生无常啊，
我会想念你的！
阿弥陀佛！
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